"We never appreciate something until it's gone"

So last week i lost my powerbank.

Masa itu tengah ada workshop dalam class & since malam sebelum tu lupa nak charge powerbank so pagi tu decide bawa je & charge kt plug belakang class.

My lecturer pulak at that time pun  buat kerja with his laptop & all dekat belakang so i was like, hope he doesnt mind my charging powerbank there.

After habis workshop tu sibuk amik gambar ramai-ramai semua & terus keluar class turun cafe sebab got free lunch & semua orang dah lapar so semua rushing je gerak. Kitaorang pn makan semua & lepak2 bawah payung colourful msu LOL sementara tunggu orang laki habis solat. & dengar my phone bagi warning suruh charge sebab battery low & terus teringat....

WEH POWERBANK AKU!

Omg dah sejam lebih lepas keluar kelas tu baru teringat aku tertinggal powerbank tu, lupa gila. Terus naik tangga pergi class tu balik masa tu berpeluh gila hati dupdap positive sangat powerbank tu MAYBE ada & buka je pintu class tu...yup its gone. Tkda apa pun.

But masa tu positive lagi, terus whatsapp my lecturer yg ada buat kerja kt belakang class tu like sir did you notice my charging powerbank blablabla is it with you? Blablabla & guess what? My lecturer replied, "Nope."

Tak tahu la nak sakit hati ke pe haha sebab powerbank tu letak atas kerusi & the same time lecturer tu letak bag dia kt atas the same kerusi also. Like, MESTILAH DIA PERASAN POWERBANK TU macam kenapa tk terfikir nk simpankan ke. Mestilah kepunyaaan salah sorang student. Lol

Tapi tkpalah, it was my fault pun. Dah lupa nak buat mcm mana. Memang tkda rezeki. Mungkin sbb cable powerbank tu pun dh nak rosak, mungkin tu hikmah hilang kot ah entahlah.

Aku suspect guard yang curi hahahahaha sebab guard suka pantau each class yang kosong. Ataupun tukang sapu, tkleh caye gak dorang ni.

Sedih sikit, bukan hanya sebab fikir rugi barang tu hilang, tapi kita rasa tu barang kita. Barang yang kita perlu. Ada sentimental value la kira. Disebabkan sayang, i bought a new one today. Same model series, because i want to.

Dear my powerbank,
I learnt my lesson so i promise ill take a good care of you i promise ill never leave you alone ok love you i wanna be with you forever muahh

Perlu ke?

Deleting photos especially the old ones was actually quite hard for me. Tapi memory dah full sangat, gotta delete some.

Tengok balik each pic yang nak delete, rasa macam terimbau semua story disebalik those pictures. Macam,

"eh masa ni buat kerja gila gini"
"masa ni baik lagi dengan dia ni. Now what happened?"
"kedepan nya tudung aku dulu2"
"ni masa belum kenal dengan si dia ni lagi ni"
"rindunya dulu2 slalu lepak sini"

Like all those memories suddenly semua nak flashback dalam otak. Betul kan orang cakap pictures tu capture memories. Sebab fitrah manusia, kita selalu lupa. Bila looking through gambar - gambar, automatik kita akan kenang balik. Yang pahit, pahitlah. Yang manis, manis lah. Yang sipi - sipi, kita delete. Hehe.

Thanks to my fams, friends, loves, ex boyfs, ex friends, enemies sebab hadir dalam hidup saya ini & one thing for sure you guys would always stay in my mind. Aku takkan lupakan korang.

Yang berdendam, tetap dendam. Kah

Self-reflection

Hi. Salam maghrib. Salam maulidur rasul :)

Tengah kemas-kemas baju berlipat entah macam mana boleh terfikir yang aku dah stop makan mcd.

Since kes boikot mcd sebab salah satu sumber pada dana tentera Israel yang kecoh2 sampai orang baling batu kt mcd ri tu, like mcm memang tk makan dah. Isu-isu mcd+israel ni rasa dah lama tapi dulu macam takda guts supaya taknak makan. Bukan bermaksud, nak sokong israel ke pe, tidakkkk, tapi mcm tkleh resist. Dulu seminggu sampai dua tiga kali makan mcd. & my fav, cheese burger (lupa nama sebenar apa) always. Memang asyik order tu je, & tk pernah bosan. Kekadang suka makan brekkie dia jugak. Plus, mcd kind of murah nk banding dgn yg lain. Coz i love burgers.

Dah berbulan rasa tak makan mcd. & kalau orang ajak pun, akan tolak baik2, like "jom makan tempat lain?" kalau teringin sangat burger aku akan pergi burger king or simply cari burger ramly tepi jalan, lagi sedap woooooo.

All these buat aku terfikir, sesuatu habit or sesuatu yang kita suka, kalau kita ada usaha, niat nak melawan, sebenarnya boleh saja. Its always our choice, hanya diri kita je yang boleh "yes" or "no".

Alhamdulillah. Sekurang-kurangnya sihat sikit kot kurang makan burger segera dah? Hihi.

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Hey assalamualaikum hope still not too late to wish everyone a happy new year!! Its freakin 2015 kot.

& im freakin 22! Lol so old.

Idk what ive been doing all these 21 years. Haha. But i realized that 2014 has been my best year. Dah tempuh everything sampai dah sem 5 sekarang. Kira 3 sem left excluding internship. Ya allah, permudahkan lah perjalanan ku ini.

& My grandma passed away last ramadhan, its quite....idk.....

My brother got married, & his wife got pregnant. One of the good news i received in 2014.

Sad to leave 2014, but am really looking forward to all the good things in 2015. Good health, great results, true friends. & i hope none of my family members will pass away this year though.

To my dearest S (i know you wont read this) thank you for being part of the magic in 2014. We've been through ups & downs, kita gaduh kita baik kita miskin kita orang kaya baru kita normal kita cacat haha all those stuffs yang kita je faham. & kita jarang express the lovey dovey sweet talks. So here i just wanna say ive never been so in love with someone as much as I am with you. I hope 2015 will brings us to another level (happier, stronger, closer) hehe.

Goodbye 2014. & now I'm planning to keep the momentum of those good feelings going straight through 2015.

Ciao.